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Got an interview!

welp, like th title says, got an interview for a job tomorrow at 10am for a company DVIS I think. They're a third-party company that checks inventory of stores, so I'll prrrobably be driving a lot but the pay's $9 an hour once I get through the training. Tis awesome!

Buuut I've been having issues with my boyfriend lately... god, one thing goes right and then another goes wrong.Gonna have a a big talk with him later on, this bullshit of forgetting to call me has to stop, because either he should be interested or not, What the fuck else could he being doing? It's not like he has a job.

^this is a super-condensed version of all the crappy feelings I'm having right now, argh I hate bitching so that's why I'm not gonna go into detail. I just hope I can get some answers.

The best thing

Is when people are talking about how fun it is to get drunk. You look over at your friend, and just kind of share a look of 'yeaaaaaaaaaah'.

It kind of made my day.

:3

Not much goin' on yo

So, finals for college are coming up and everything I'm doing is Metal Gear related! Yeaaaah!

Man, sorry dudes, I just don't feel like writing an actual full-ass journal entry. Though I suppose I should mention that I saw my boyfriend this past weekend. It was pretty good, helped him with a video game tournament.

Gotta go work on all that late illustration work, byeeee.

WOW! AN UPDATE!?

HEY GUYS, I haven't been able to go online that much because I am going to be starting college next month! And I have to move!

So.. hmm... what have you guys missed... Weeelll, I went to my prom with my boyfriend, who lives out of state (long story) but it was really awesome and fun (though honestly half the girls at the dance looked like hoochey mamas :x )

Been working on college stuff after mom yelled at me for not having enough responsibility for my stuff (and I really don't... I feel rather pathetic). I took my Placement test on Wednesday, and also had a college meeting with counselors tonight to sign up for classes and such. It feels good to do some things by myself, because my mom likes to not let me do anything for myself -.- (my self-esteem issues don't help me in the getting stuff done department either).

But on the bright side, I managed to visit my boyfriend again after prom yesterday! We hung out in Central Park, then had lunch and walked around. The drive back was a bitch though, eww, construction.

And I've been gathering materials for my Ocelot cosplay! I'm still trying to figure out exactly what kind of medals/badges he wears though... from what I've figured out, one of them is a military academy badge...

SO STRESSED

SO ANIME BOSTON IS COMING UP AND I AM LIKE PULLING OCTUMES OUT OF MY ASS AND SUCH.

I MIGHT NOT BE ON AT ALL

IF YOUR GOING OT AB, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME KNOW. MAYBE WE COULD MEET UP <3

I WILL BE IN MY MGS COSPLAY ON SAT, AT LEAST AFTER 1, IF NOT THE WHOLE DAY. IF THERE IS AN MGS PHOTOSHOOT, LET ME KNOW, I SEEMS NOT TOO MANY PEOPLE WILL BE GOING AS MGS GUYS TO AB SO I MIGHT BE ONE OF THE FEW...

U-CON AT UCONN

So there was a free convention yesterday I went to. That's right. FREE. As in no need to pre-reg, ect. It was fun. Only a few MGS cosplayers (A Shadow Moses Snake and Biggu Bossu) but I talked a decent amount with the BB and got his Facebook olololol. Most people thought I was snake because of my cardboard box, but I didn't care too much cause I knew people would understand who I was more with the cardboard box. Also, running around in the box is DAMN FUN. like seriously. SO FUN EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Maybe I'll be a box man and live in a box :3

I'll be honest, it was probably one of the most unorganized conventions I've gone to, and I think that's mostly because it was free so it's not like they could pay people or anything. There were a LOT of gamers there too because I guess guys from Dustloop forums (They're a big forum that does fighting games, I only know this b/c of my boyfriend) were there and set up a bunch of Blazblue, street fighter, ect. I played a little in a Super Smash Brothers Brawl tournament and lost epically :'D Most of people were professionals so IDK, but I almost beat this guy with mah Ganon the Manon ;_; He was King Dedede so it was slow vs slow, lol

I just don't like it much when my friends who go with me are too obnoxious at a convention. Yes, we are with fellow weirdos. Yes, we can drop A FEW of the social norms. But that doesn't mean you go around singing and being annoying and ignoring your friend when she is trying to talk to you because you are singing and having horrible table manners -.- You gotta understand the social norms before you break them! That's what I think, anyways >.>

On another note, I got my newest computer back online! had to replace the harddrive cause the previous one was effed up, but now I has a super fast computer! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY PIECE WALKER HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEE

HOLIDAY CAPSLOCK QUIZ

OMG I THINK IM GOING TO DIE. LIKE, I GOTA KNOW THE ANSWERS TO THEM ALL. BUT I HAVE NO CLUUUEE ABOUT MORE THAN HALF OF THEM =/

SO I GUESS I'LL WORK ON THIS OVER WINTER BREAK AS WELL AS THE TEN MILLION OTHER THINGS I GOTTA DO :'D

Update! AND SICK

So! I'm still in the production for Much Ado About Nothing at school as ursula, which is actually better than being Beatrice because then I'd have to actually memorize a BUNCH of lines that I would probably be stressing out over, nevermind that I already am stressing out over relationship stuff, art stuff, English stuff... yeah.

So right now I'm just kinda chillin' and not doing any homework tonight. I doubt it'll help me recharge but hey, here's hoping.

Right now, I am also sick. This PISSES ME OFF TO NO END because my sister had conjunctivitis and a sinus infection, and I suspect I've caught both after just having a upper respiratory iffiness. So! I was STARTING to feel better, then everyone in my family decided to infect me with diseases. FUCK. So now I'm going to be sick over my winter vacation, and I was kinda hoping to see my boyfriend too... But he is all weird lately so I dunno what to do. Trust issues for me, because my mom has kinda fucked me up to say the least. I don't feel like going into a full stupid sob-story on here, because, well, I can deal with it mahself. I'm just kinda venting and rambling here, oh well. Maybe I should have some ice cream!

Also, GANON THE MANON. I play as Ganondorf in Brawl. Sometimes I kick ass, sometimes mine is kicked. DONT BE AFRIAD TO GO ON BRAWL PEEPS

MOAR STUFF

So yeah, wen to auditions, didn't get the part I wanted but all that matters is that I wasn't cast opposite Lounge Lizard, so everything is awwwwright.
Rest of the cast is pretty cool. Class president is in it, she's already in like three of my classes but at least now I can kinda get to know her better. She also has driven me home twice, which makes it awesome and lame at the same time :'D I hate asking people for rides.

College stuff....yeah....not too sure what to say. I probably missed some deadlines already and I honestly haven't a clue as to which schools I really want to go to, except SVA. I really really hope I meet their portfolio requirements I don't feel like having to do moar artwork or drag some stuff back up from the grave >.< Ugh, haven't even started on apps... I guess this whole procrastination thing wasn't such a good idea...

Well, I'm off.. Gotta pack for tomorrow and finish an essay tonight. At least I started on it!

yo

Not much going on right now, just getting addicted to Pchat. WHHHHYYY AHHH. I don't mind though, there are some PRETTY GOOD~ artists on there and it's nice to not have to mess around with the controls like you have to do in GIMP. Maybe I don't use it cause I'm bad at using those programs unless it's for graphic design? I dunno. And I got like 5 hours of sleep last night because I was up until 4 talking to my bf and doing Pchat at the same time AHHHH

I've also started to type in all caps moar frequently. This had lead to me almost typing in all caps when talking to my boyfriend online. wtf ;_; Gonna see him next, er, this coming friday. And I'm gonna audition for Much Ado About Nothing. We're reading it in English and my teacher is directing, so it's awesome, but I hope to god I'm not cast against this one kid because he is like lounge lizard guy *shudder*